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 Marcus
asked a thousand questions when I spoke to him on the phone and the initial
interview lasted nearly half an hour whereas most of the time they last about
ten minutes. Most of the guys would just skip the initial interview if I'd
let them, but Marcus wanted to know every possible detail before he was ready
to do the shoot. I had nothing to hide, so I entertained his questions and
asked a few in return, like straight out if he was a straight guy.
He said that he was, but he seemed used to the question.  Indeed,
"geeky" is the word to comes to mind most when I think about him
and given his ultra-thin stature, he no doubt got a lot of ribbing in high
school. As I asked while the camera was running, that didn't seem like the
first time he'd heard that question, and he responded back that it was not.
He elaborated to say that just because he didn't fit the jock or fraternity
guy stereotypes, people just assumed he was gay... but that those were the
people who didn't know him so it didn't matter. I laughed back that his
bitterness was only adding fuel to the fire. <g>
As the shoot started, people kept coming by and me being a short of virtual
lookout,  not
wanting anyone to get too much of an earful, I got distracted the first couple
of takes for the first three questions and had to start over, but we got going
and started talking about jerking off and appearing on camera. That brought
about him talking about the production classes he'd taken, and I could just
hear in his voice the lack of respect for the camera style I was using: a
simple digital camcorder.
He was no doubt used to big budget productions with sound guys and light
screens and a dozen people standing around. Needless to say, I didn't
much care for his thinking I was doing something worse than he would be doing
it if it was his project, but I kept going and kept the thought of "what
a self-important geek" in my head.
 We
continued on and I think some of his nervousness eased and he dropped some
of his pretentious guard. He told me about preferring exotic looking girls
with curves, and I finished the outdoors segment by getting him to write his
video personal ad. He didn't go with it very well, so finally I simply said
something about would it read "Skinny tall guy... skinny guy with big
dick?" He laughed and sorta agreed back. I inquisitively followed, "So,
are you well hung?" He said he was no Dirk Diggler but the
answer was yes. <g>
 Back
at my apartment, Marcus took off his shoes and then his shirt. I was amazed
at how thin he was. I mean, I knew he was thin, but when his shirt was
off, I could actually see his heart beat just below his left pec.
 A
few short minutes later, he slid off his boxers to reveal an ultra huge dick
on his ultra thin frame. He also revealed quite the hairy crotch. If there
were any doubts about him being straight, his crotch sealed his heterosexuality.
<g> No gay guy would have that much pubic hair. <g>
I had him stand in front of me, in front of the camera, and  I
zoomed in on his huge dick and Amazon bush. His cock twitched a little as
he was obviously excited being in front of the camera and he kept swinging
his arm up to his face in a sort of nervous twitch. He might have had his
defenses going before he was naked, but standing in front of me without
clothes, it was obvious he felt a little vulnerable.
In the shower, the guard returned, though, as he mummbled something about
crappy soap, and I again thought "what a pretentious geek." Were
we kids on a playground, I would've shoved him into the dirt and told him,
"You are NOT special," but we weren't, so I continued shooting.
 I
panned over his body and a couple minutes into the shower, I realized that
this "geek" was revealing himself to me, and while he might not
be having the easiest time doing it, he was doing it. I had seen
his guard lessen and return, but I knew if I just kept going, I'd get to see
his vulnerable side. -- It's hard to have your guard up and be naked. It's
impossible to do so while cumming.
 So
I panned over his super thin body in the shower and got a unique shot between
his legs where his balls were visible between his inner thighs. And
when he was towelling off, there was a certain erotic quality to it.
Back on the couch, he almost instantly grabbed his dick and started jerking
off. I think the idea of it had been building up since he first took his clothes
off and he didn't even hardly notice me as I told him to pay me no
attention and do his thing.
Sitting on the couch, he got into it.  He
seemed almost like he was in a trance, with his eyes shut part of the time
and with the other time looking as though he were half asleep/half so into
it that he had a look of contentment. He jerked and thrust his butt into
it. I imagined his dick going into a girl's pussy, and for some reason
which I'm not sure I fully understand, that was so freakin' erotic. Seeing
a geek, knowing that I was seeing the side of him that most people didn't
see, that he'd fucked girls and it had no doubt been awkward at times, but
he was human. Yeah, human... that's the quality that was the turn on.
So he thrust and jerked and got into it.  His
very thin body revealed his ab muscles and when I had him stop jerking for
a minute to zoom in on his cock, I saw that it was leaking... Pre-cum...
THAT was a freaking turn on. (And I've jerked off more than a couple times
to that picture.)
So... the shoot turned out differently than I expected. I thought it was
going to be painful as I finished up the outside interview, but seeing the
real, true side of this guy who otherwise had a very hard wall up most of
time, it turned out great... and seeing the human side of him, getting into
his real self, is why the headline on this page is "Thin" and not
"Geek."
Damn. I love my job... it never fails to be interesting. <g>
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